It has been long, right? I wasn’t a good fan. I failed half of my promises. I won’t be able to welcome you back, as how I wasn’t able to send you off. Well, personal reasons are there. I know you understand.
But going back, many say I’m not a good fan. I didn’t wait. I didn’t pay attention. But you know? I admit that. I have forgotten along the way that I should be waiting. My attention was diverted to other things, and thus, I failed you.
Yet, why am I here? I shouldn’t be here. I shouldn’t be waiting anymore. But believe it or not, I did. It may not feel like I still care, but I do. And that is because even when I seem to have convinced myself already that I’ve moved on from this fandom, I just can’t seem to leave you.
Maybe, I was less affectionate. Maybe, I was less appreciative. But I’ve always believed that the important thing is I’m still here.
And on your birthday, I want you to assure that even though there’s silence from my end during most times, please don’t think that I abandoned you. Because if there’s one thing I have strongly held on to, it’s the fact that you will always be my angel and my home. ♥
I love you. Happy Birthday. ♥
ANNOUNCE YOUR RELATIONSHIP AS SOON AS YOU GOT OUT PLEASE